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The Recognizer

The Recognizer is electro tune No. 30, and it’s not bad considering it took 2 weeks to get the mighty supernatural turbines running. One thing this has taught me, Don’t take long breaks – if you’re rolling keep going and don’t stop.

Your mind likes patterns and routines and it can be programmed to fit what you want. I put notes up on doors where I see them in the morning. Telling me what to do when I get home.

This then sinks into my dark subconscious, slowly throughout the day, so it becomes an instinct later in the day, usually 9 hours roughly.

Now I’ve started composing as soon as I get home, something which I never did before, a little food to stop me falling asleep, and it seems to work.
It must be th the first and only thing you do, any distraction at all, and your emotions will make you slack off. No internet, no phone calls, nothing, the first thing you do.

Sleep – something I have pushed the envelope on for decades, now I realize that a decent sleep gives me more energy later in the day to write.
Being tired is also your biggest enemy as it tries to override everything. If you’re too tired it will stop you doing anything at all.

Once December starts I will roll straight into a fresh counter of zero. Think my ratio of 30 tunes in 12 months isn’t high enough, it should be 40. I think I can do that every year, year in year out.

Now all I need to do is to get the best of the crop out there earning and subverting.

The Ghost That Walks

The Devil’s Kiss – The Last Embrace

After a bit of a break, which sometimes my creative ghost commands, back with another breaks electro tune.

Despite a negative job, home , not to mention derogatory observations about my entire life and music, I have had a lot of energy lately.

Stronger than ever actually, which tells me I’m on the right track. It wouldn’t give me rushes walking down the street if I was unhappy or living a lie would it?

Collapse in adversity is not something that will happen, now or ever, there is no way back.
That bridge is a smoking wreck…

Perhaps freshening up my work and home environment will change that, the home will change shortly, and even though the rent will be financially crippling, feels like something I need to do.

So bring on the comments, barbs, hooks, bullets the attempts to destroy, chip away all day and night. You’re just going to end with them dissolving on impact.

I will be walking down the street without a drop of energy drained, and building more sparks by the day.

God help anyone if I learn to fire them into the air…

The Ghost Walks With You…
The Ghost That Walks

Escape And Burn – The Smoking Djinn

As hard as I try to change my situation it does feel stuck. Like trying to move a wall by sheer will alone, feels like a superhuman task.

What is amazing is my job is changing to be rid of people and the aspects of it that I don‘t like. This is amazing that you can will something to happen and it does.

But it’s not the place I need to be, and life cannot move forward without it. So thanks for the delivery as always, but back to the mind bending and string pulling to pull apart the universe, and piece it back together to form a new golden path to Ghost Walk along.

Smoking Djinn is the 26th tune of my electro breaks workout, and will be polished off tonight.
Tough sometimes to fight through tiredness and emotions wanting to give up, but I fight on, as behind me lies death and a life painted in grey lifeless colours.

Not what The Ghost wants or plans for me, sacrifice for the right reasons as usual, although it seems right now like one big sacrifice with no payoff.

Keep on believing you’re the “one”…

The Ghost Walks with You
The Ghost That Walks