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The Giant Stands Before You, You Will Not Pass

I have a real feeling of Deja Vu, of things
happening that I can’t control, but still happening because they’re
meant to.
Before I left China, and I did hang on there far longer than I should
have done, I had the overwhelming feeling that I must return here. It’s
proving to be right.
But what else is happening feels absolutely like a giant standing in my
way. No matter what I do, no matter how hard I try to help to keep
things moving forward, the Giant still stands. “You will not pass”.
I’m not an idiot, and I have learned to read this when it’s happening,
and right now it seems powerful.
More powerful than I can control, and all my might doesn’t even make
the giant flinch.
It’s like “this path is not for you”. Everything I have tried to do to
help my girl seems to be failing, and it only leads to one outcome. I
hope I am wrong, because that’s not what I want to happen.
It seems to be failing because maybe it’s supposed to.. and that just
makes me want to cry….
It’s lucky my music and the Ghost are here to take care of my dark
thoughts, as they always have and always will.
This is not what the Ghost wanted, and the giant Blue skinned one has
never wanted anything but the best for me, so he is feeling it too…Stay strong, even when times are hard, keep going…

The Air in Your Lungs Catches Fire

The Legacy of the Snakepit in China, has hit me hard today. but it’s a
granite wall I will break through with just a mere pause.
The poison of that place entered my lungs, to try and slow me down back
on the Island,
But I’ll continue running at the same speed, just working harder,
pushing every sinew and muscle.
I’ll get back the air that’s been stolen from me, I’m not easy to bring
down….
My favourite girl had her birthday on Friday, my thoughts and hopes are
with her, and The Ghost will walk with her forever…

The End of Snake Pit Days

This is the last day I will be in the Snake
Pit, I’ve survived the poison the bullsh*t, to return to my own shores
to fight on and to prove this is not the paradise the deluded addicts
of the venom believe.
I won’t return, maybe to another part undercover of the cloak of the
underworld, but to Shekou,never.
I will miss only a select few, I’ve found out who my real friends are,
and have been sickened by the change in human nature here, just because
they’re in China..
The Ghost is off to outweigh achievements here by others, the focus of
this is as sharp as it has ever been.
Watch here as the plan develops and unfolds, it will require every
supernatural power that the Ghost has left in his blue blood… but it
will be done….Mission Aborted: Extraction Imminent