The last few weeks have felt like I need to change everything. To sweep everything aside in a Ghost assisted rage, until the only thing left is me and the dark music.
It’s as if nothing else matters anymore, and despite having a negative job and too many hours of work, the tracks still flow. Despite having a negative place to live, where I can’t rest and they only want me there for the cash, the tracks still flow.
To top it all off to have the girl you are with tell you are not good enough for her, because you’re not rich, you know it’s time to smash the board and start again.
Throughout all of this The Ghost still continues my training, and we still produce some glorious evil electro breaks experiments.
Now we hit tune No 24, The Beast, another dark , foreboding workout with the Ghost giving it his Underworld seal of approval. Perhaps because he thinks it will get into peoples minds and activate their inner Ghost too.
Everyone should have one, maybe you all do…you just have been living in denial….for the whole of your life…..unplug yourself and start doing something, never look back….
The Ghost walks with you ….
The Ghost That Walks
The 23rd Track, is it Breaks or Electro? I don’t even know anymore, I just do what The Ghost That Walks dictates.
Pushing those instinctive buttons until something desolate, dark and foreboding appears.
It FEELS better to do that, than to stick to a formula, the sounds and the atmospheres dictate what is born, and the tracks I’m happiest with are the darkest and strangest ones, where you just let go.
They also have that nuclear occultism of The Ghost’s energy locked within them that freezes them in time. I can spot the tracks where instincts weren’t fully in play.
It has been very tough to keep going, as my emotions have been trying to get me to stop. But I believe I can carry on, I just realize not to kick the creative side too much, and drip feed it only 2 hours a day or so, then give it a break do something else you enjoy, to help recharge the fuel rods so they always run hot.
I also admit it would help to have a further outlet for this hot batch of tracks, and they are easily as strong if not stronger , than Satamile 043, so I hope Satamile wish to take some of the new soldiers on. Because they’re getting restless not being able to get out there in the thick of the Underground War to fight for the Underworld…
The Ghost Walks With You…..
The Ghost That Walks